It's funny how you hear the word 'meditation' and picture some hippie in the woods hugging a tree. However, meditation is a very legitimate tool that can help you calm your mind, grow and heal. This is my experience with meditation (just two months in!)
Creative guilt is something that I've dealt with my entire life. It's something that writers, artists and musicians deal with as they are learning to expand their talents. However, it IS something you can overcome!!!
Dropping out of college was one of the most difficult decisions I've made in my life. However, 12 years later, I found myself in a place of healing where I was finally able to move past the guilt and into a peaceful place with my decision.